Remember the eve of Christmas,
I spent shivering, in a cell.
Detoxing off of heroin,
A cold and bitter hell.
Remember the eve of Christmas,
I spent homeless, on the street.
Poison flowing through my veins,
But my heart still beat.
Remember the eve of Christmas,
The wind blew, through my soul,
It sliced right through the bone.
Remember the eve of Christmas,
When I finally, faced my fears.
The battle came, to a bloody end,
After so many painful years.
Remember the eve of Christmas,
Dark years, have long passed by.
I’m staring at our Christmas tree,
Remember the eve of Christmas,
When life was good, indeed.
I need not open, a single gift,
I have all I’ll ever need.
Wow, Dustin… That is really beautiful… It touched my heart. Thanks for sharing.
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Thank you VS, and you’re welcome. I’m glad you enjoyed it. 🙂
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Gid you write that?
Mom 💕
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Of course i wrote it silly. 🙂
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nicely done !!! Happy Holidays
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Thank you. Thanks for the tune! Never heard it before but its comforting in a “lousy fugger” kinda way! Lol Happy Holidays to you rod!
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Did you write that Dustin?
Mom 💕
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I am not able to see the video…oh well, I’m sure it was awesome LOL
MOM
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It was a music vid. Maybe copy/paste the link in ur browser? Idk
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Was it “The Hard Knock Life” ??
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No. Fairytale of newyork
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Can I just say I hate computers sometimes?!? Goodnight peeps!
Mom
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Beautiful poem, beautiful tree, beautiful life. 🙂
Merry Christmas!
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Thank you soberlearning 🙂 thx for stopping by and reading. 🙂
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Absolutely wonderful. I’m so happy for you that you have all that you need. God Bless and have a wonderful Christmas.
Art
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Thank you Art! Have a great Christmas as well and Thx for the reblog. 🙂
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Reblogged this on Drinking for a Lifetime.
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Awesome post!! Hope you have a very Merry Christmas Dustin!
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Thank you Ally! Have a great Christmas as well. 🙂 🎄
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Nice poem Dustin. 🙂
I told you I would eventually get around to reading your blog. Kind of funny that the first time I check it out it is this poem. You know me and you know my beliefs. Nothing happens for a reason.
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Thanks Steve. I wasnt sure of your last name and my brothers old high school friend was steve gardner. Once i read the comment i realized it was you. Lol. The paths in life seem blurry and deterministic until we come out the other side and realise how perfect they often turned out. Glad you finally stopped by! 🙂
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Everything we have been through in our past makes us the person we are today. Often times it is our greatest failures and tragedies that connect us to the people we we can’t image living without today. The absolute worst day of my life, the day my little brother died in my arms, put me on the path to meeting my wife, adopting my daughter and becoming a Christian.
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I agree. Without my wife i dont know where i would be. I dont even like thinking about it. Im greatful to her and other people who helped me along the way. Im glad you found some goodness after what happened. I couldnt imagine what you went through. A lady who follows my blog- her husband drown as well. You guys are some great inspiration to concouring lifes difficulties.
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I mean “everything” happens for a reason. LOL
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Hi. Just celebrated 24 this November. Glad I found your blog. I liked the video. It’s good to be sober for the holidays.
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24 years? Wow if that is the case! Glad you stopped by and commented. I look forward to reading your story.
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Yep 24 years – 11/10/90 – Hadn’t thought of putting my story online, i guess I could do a general telling. I’ll think about it.
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That is just completely awesome! Congrats to you and i dont think you would ever regret telling your story synopsis. It would help so many still struggling. 🙂 thanks again for your comments.
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You are welcome!
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Wow.
Thank you. That’s really lovely and so honest. I’m really pleased that you shared this.
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Thank you mssober35. 🙂 i appreciate that. Hope all is well!
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Love your poem Dustin, I’m so happy you have all you need. Have a great Christmas and new year. 🎄🎅
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Thanks kiltracy! I have all i need but i sure am missing the daily war games. Still tough. Hope you have a great Xmas and NewYear too!🎄
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I’m so pleased that you have been able to stay away from the war games lol but we do miss you…
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I did turn it on and seen the destruction and massive amounts of loot that was taken so i curled up in a corner with a white flag in defeat. It was pathetic. Lol i do play GTA5 on ps3 on weekends for a while. 🙂 i miss u all too. Hope you have a great holiday!
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I must say how you touched my heart, beautifully and perfectly written.
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Thank you so much. I am glad you enjoyed it. 🙂
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As a child of two alcoholic parents, I really felt touched by this poem. Merry Christmas to you.
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I am so sorry you had to live through that. 😦 thank you for following, and commenting. I look forward to reading your polysyllabic profundities! Im always up for a bright light beam of wizdom to the frontal cortex. lol merry christmas to you!
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Not sure how bright my light beam is….some days are better than others. 🙂
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